Where do I begin? We were friends for about 8 months. Started dating. I wasn’t looking to be involved but i ended up falling for him. He was sweet, charming, intelligent, kind, sophisticated, kind, warm, honest (so i thought), sincere (so i thought). He was everything that I always looked for. And since we had developed a friendship first i trusted him. When we first became involved romantically i totally had my guard up and eventually i put my guard down because I assumed he really cared about me. That’s how he made me feel. Well he ended up hurting me. Like they all do. Basically I assumed i was the only one he was dating i mean what would u think when a guys says stuff like " we always have plans" "that means priority scheduling before everyone else" " I was just thinking about you baby" " I always want to be with you, just because ur challenging yourself and applying a bit of pressure to ur life doesn’t mean I’m turning away, i respect the decision your making" " things are fine, but nothing beats having your lady with you" or some shit like that… so who the fuck is ur lady????? why????? how could i be sooo naive to fall for it??? How you a guy be totally into u one minute and be completely over it the next??? do they have on/off switches??? the worst part is that I think I’m in love with him. Im in love with him and he doesn’t want to have anything to do with me. I LOVE HIM! I LOVE YOU! I feel so misled, I feel betrayed. I’m soo hurt. But I cant stop caring for him…